Shanshiness

1st day reached there .
abit regret , cox home sick .
miss my home so much .
it's good if i'm in form 6 or college .
feel like crying everynight .
look at my family's photos .
plus that time ,
not very close with my roommate,,
she 's having her own group ..

but now ..
i get used to it .
i got a close fren . share problems together .
hehe ! and at home now
a bit miss my room there ..

i tell you !
in the room got crockcoach !!
alamakkk !!! hate it !
and .. plus a kind of insect called [ chari - chari ]
once it bite you . will be very dangerous
i havent met it yet ..
my blod and blok ceria have the most of that !!!


about the orientation week ,
very tiring ~!!!
dont have enough time to bath or changed cloth or even eat !
they tried to make us be punctual .
pengurusan masa ~
let us sleep at 1230am
then wake up by at leats 5am .
then 5 30 we got sports - senaman pagi -
we ran from the kafeteria till the guide house !!
can imagine how far it is .
every morning like that lo ~ tired .

then cant go up to room , have to change to formal wear .
yuck ! sweating man ...
get into Dewan Kirkby . listen taklimat .
about our course , institut , cocuriculum ....
once we sleep , we'll kena by night !
seniors scolded us . aikzz ...

get to know few seniors .
so , not really scare in there .
better get to know more ..
when got problem, be more easy la .
like wanna book tix to go back hometown ...
erm ....
when we meet our seniors . have to greet them
学姐/学长 好 ~~~

i think ..
something like that about my orientation week .
we still ok .
seniors who in charge more tired .
pity them . >

oklah ! next week start school already .
all the best to me !!
cha you !!!!

shan

back to school life .
erm .. i came back yesterday
to let my parents sign the Borang Perjanjian .
Once we signed , if regret ...
have to pay RM 130 000!!
SO ... i have to think properly .

as my seniors said .
it's not easy to become a teacher .
you're a role modal for your student .
many students you'll have .
everyone carrying your 影子
and pressure also very BIG !!!

but .
i've made my decision to study that course .
but worry about the assignments .
scare i cant afford them all ~ ~

hehe , about my orientation week
read another post bah ~

cha cha ~


shan

to all my bloggie frens !
hehe . I'm goign to Penang tomorrow morning .

so I'm here to leave a message to you all .
but i thinik not my last post la .
cox still can on9 there ..
emm ~ maybe wont update so often la ....
anything can sms me .
i've changed my number . ^^v

well .. really ..
不舍得 to leave here .
just came back from youth ..
aiyooo .. haha ..
all like .. 送我一程 ..

later 7pm , gonna meet with my classmates .
hehe . happy . although just 7 of them .
but they are the closest to me .
i made a slide show for them .
hope they'll like it bah ~

God Bless Me all the way .
worry about my piano exam , still .
haiz .... ~

i'll miss evryone od you .
keep in touch !

=))
shan

hehehee !
today is a special day to someone !
guess who ??



yaaaa !
is him !
GARY CHAW !


happy birthday to him !
dont know who celebrate with leh ?
hmmm ~
never mind .

pray * hope that everything is fine with him .





Cool New Graphics - MySpace/Friendster



waiting for his next album !
go go jia you !


shan

Yesterday .. went out with my family .
except my daddy .. hehee .. because we go shopping ma .
We shopped nesr SOGO there ..
then indian street ... walked from SOGO to OSBC bank !!
then walked back again . SIAO ~~

1st - wanna buy a new HP .
2nd - buy my formal shirts all .. for the class ..

i bought a new phone finally ,
the old one . cant listen what the caller said also .
sigh .. everyone thought i'm playing with them ..
thanks my sister .. we share . ahaha
i paid rm 2oo from my july salary . ehehe ~

i also bought some formal shirts ..
like those office girls . amaia ...
have to wear like that during class ..
is teacher course , but not so formal gua ...
the shoes also cannot see your toes !!
i rather wear baju kurung ..

sports .. white base shirt & shoes ,
white socks .. colar shirt ..
alamkk ~ sports also white . it's rules ..
how come so weird dee...

thanks my senior telling me all those stuff.
if not sure i'll kena cox i planned to wear jeans to lapor diri ~

all the best !!


shan

Today . I went for body check up ..
urine test , height , weight , X-ray ..
I really cant believe that ..
My height just 157 cm !!

hahaa ~ during NS ,
i keep blaming the nurse take the wrong height .
mana tau ..,,, ~
haih ~

ORAIT NOPO !
KOUNSIKO !
NANDRI !
谢谢
THANKYOU ！

哈哈，好啦，好啦 !!
我啊，刘珊珊，真的很开心在无名有一个BLOG
来抒发我的心情...

之前，都把所有的心事写在这里
因为，我知道没有人会看见啊, 认识的人不多
就觉得 [ 哇， 太好了 ! 好舒服]

日子久了，我和它大概认识了一年吧
朋友，也越来越多
有来自香港、新加坡、台湾、马来西亚当然少不了...
你们都会来，
给我支持和鼓励 !
安慰和劝告 !
真的觉得很窝心 !!

thank you for everything ..
maybe we meet before , maybe we dont .
but I'm sure , we'll meet each other someday !

我下个星期就要去PENANG了
但是，我还是会上网的，
应该有的上线吧 ! 不像那3个月啦， 拜托 ~~~
so ... saty tune !
miss u guys lotss !!

special thanks to ..
Deslyn, Pow, Andy , Mei , 中齐姐 always leave me a comment here ..

and ..

甜，柔柔，小贝，阿议
谢谢你们，透过留言版来给我打气、交谈，
让我觉得，我们的距离其实很近 !!

珊珊

HOw a true Boy Friend should be ?
like this , like that ??
or ... ... what u think ??

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful
instead of hot.

Who calls you back
when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake
just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy
who kisses your forehead.


someone who still loves you even your in
the age of 80 without looking for
another girl in his life

Who holds your hand
in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly
reminding you of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his
friends and says, "...that's her."


** I think , many girls out there do hope can have a boy friend like this ..
yet , it's hard .. hmm ~ may it's exist . but already not available .! keke ..
well , just a messages i recieved in friendster .. look familiar huh? **


shan

i VERY REALLY fed up with you !
I thought you're a good guy that i can trust on ..
Yet .... I'm wrong !
I backed the wrong horse ...

I .... Really fed Up with you ~ ~
Feel like .. I'm a fool ..
fool around with you !!


You hurt me so deep ..
but I'm sure i'll recover soon ~
thanks anyway for that 3 months ...


J - E - R - K ! J******



='(
shan

这次，我真的决定了
我想，应该不会反悔了吧
就是..... 放弃

我之前，决定放弃他
但，后来那3个月
他对我很好，所以收回了
双方也承认了

现在，今天，这一刻
真的真的不再对他有眷恋 !!!!
才明白，KENANGAN TERINDAH 这首歌
有多痛苦 ~
很像我的心声 ...

Bila Yang Tertulis Untukku
Adalah Yang Terbaik Untukmu
Kan Ku Jadikan Kau Kenangan
Yang Terindah Dalam Hidupku

Namun Takkan Mudah Bagiku
Meninggalkan Jejak Hidupku
Yang T'lah Terukir Abadi
Sebagai Kenangan Yang Terindah

或许，他没有说甚么
那么多封短讯，一封也没回
我想...... 我知道他要甚么
就决定离开他 . . . .

珊珊